Ten Years Insane (On Hold.)
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Ongoing9m
Last published Mon, Jan 13, 2014
"I cant tell you if I am crazy or not. Mentally unstable, yes. But crazy? I don't feel crazy. If anything, living in this place has made me crazy. It changes a girl to grow up having to call an insane asylum home. But I guess if you never had a home to begin with, you don't become too picky. No family, no room, no nothing to call my own. So I became part of the system, and the system stuck me here. I guess because of my past, they had no other choice. I never tried to fight their decisions to lock me away, because if they didn't believe my desperate pleas at nine years old they won't believe me now. Especially since they have branded me with this label. I am mentally crazy, or so they say. My name is Riley Jenson, I am nineteen years old, and I am that girl they all talk about."
Riley has been labeled insane. She's lived in a mental institution since she was nine years old, and believes she will be there until the day she died. But when an unexpected family member sings her papers to be released and to live and travel with them, everything changes. Especially when he happens to be part of a internationally famous boyband. But what happens when she becomes close than she imagines with one of the band mates, and her past comes back to haunt her? Riley may just end up right where she thought she would always be.
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