WHY
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Ongoing16m
Last published Fri, Jul 28, 2017
(TRIGGER WARNING)
I stand on the windowsill looking down at the ground tears slipping down my face.
"Kill yourself" echoes the voice inside my head.
I wipe some of my tears with one of my hands.
"Why" I whisper
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