I Don't Deserve You (A Jamilton College AU)
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Complete, First published Jul 01, 2017
Book Two of The Macaroni Series

*Must read Book One (Puppies Bring Love) before you read this one*
Alexander Hamilton messed up again. Now without Thomas Jefferson, he is unstable. Alexander doesn't know what he wants or what he needs. Slowly, he's losing control of his emotions and his ex-boyfriend who is doing everything to try and get back together. Filled with drama, romance, and sassy sisters, join them on their adventure of fixing relationships.

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Philophobia [Jamilton]

18 parts Complete Mature

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs