Growing up too quickly

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Reads 7,706
Votes 1,525
Parts 178
Time 2h 54m

This is a story about Anniyah, who goes through a lot of tests. Find out how she fights the demons and picks herself up each time after falling.All Rights Reserved

girl growing muslim up

Table of contents

chapter one-day death and walking alone
Mon, Jul 3, 2017
chapter 2- exams and sixth form
Mon, Jul 3, 2017
chapter 3- sixth form, computers and childcare
Wed, Jul 5, 2017
Chapter 4- university
Mon, Jul 3, 2017
chapter 5- tears always
Mon, Jul 3, 2017
chapter 6- fighting negativity
Mon, Jul 3, 2017
chapter 7- patience
Tue, Jul 4, 2017
chapter 8- always fighting
Wed, Jul 5, 2017
chapter 9- always picked on
Thu, Jul 6, 2017
chapter 10- time flew
Thu, Jul 6, 2017
chapter 11- jummah (Friday)
Fri, Jul 7, 2017
chapter 12- no appreciation
Sat, Jul 8, 2017
chapter 13- tired
Sat, Jul 8, 2017
chapter 14- lonely
Mon, Jul 10, 2017
chapter 15- never make others happy
Tue, Jul 11, 2017
chapter 16- after hardship comes ease
Thu, Jul 13, 2017
chapter 17- insults
Fri, Jul 14, 2017
chapter 18- frustrated with everything
Sat, Jul 15, 2017
chapter 19- putting trust in Allah
Wed, Jan 3, 2018
chapter 20- good day
Fri, Jan 19, 2018
chapter 21- worried about the future
Wed, Apr 4, 2018
chapter 22- engaged
Mon, Jun 18, 2018
chapter 23- love of siblings
Mon, Sep 24, 2018
part 24- own room
Sat, Oct 27, 2018
part 25- running round in circles
Mon, Oct 29, 2018
chapter 26- a lot going on
Tue, Dec 25, 2018
chapter 27 hurting
Thu, Jan 10, 2019
chapter 28 broken and cracked
Sun, Jan 13, 2019
chapter 29 new beginnings
Tue, Apr 9, 2019
chapter 30 never happy with me
Sun, Apr 14, 2019
chapter 31- comments and taunts
Sat, May 25, 2019
chapter 32 headache
Sun, Jun 2, 2019
chapter 33- fed up
Sun, Jun 16, 2019
chapter 34 friend's party
Sun, Jun 23, 2019
chapter 35- why me
Sat, Jun 29, 2019
chapter 36- time at a standstill
Mon, Jul 8, 2019
chapter 37- ignoring all the negativity but only I know how I feel
Tue, Jul 16, 2019
chapter 38- when will I be happy
Fri, Jul 19, 2019
chapter 39-Not long left till I become a Mrs
Sat, Aug 31, 2019
chapter 40- I hate being away from you
Sat, Jan 4, 2020
chapter 41- tired of crying
Sat, Jan 11, 2020
chapter 42- do you even care
Mon, Jan 13, 2020
chapter 43- tense home
Sun, Jan 19, 2020
chapter 44- missing hubby
Sun, Jan 19, 2020
chapter 45- a living soul
Tue, Jan 28, 2020
chapter 46- I want to come to you
Fri, Jan 31, 2020
Chapter 47- no call or message
Sat, Feb 1, 2020
chapter 48- family time
Sun, Feb 2, 2020
chapter 49- his message
Mon, Feb 3, 2020
chapter 50- everything's my fault
Tue, Feb 4, 2020
chapter 51- you make me crazy
Wed, Feb 5, 2020
chapter 52- what's this sunny day without you?
Thu, Feb 6, 2020
chapter 53- nephews
Fri, Feb 7, 2020
chapter 54- dear diary
Sun, Feb 9, 2020
chapter 55- burden
Mon, Feb 10, 2020
chapter 56- leave it to Allah
Tue, Feb 11, 2020
chapter 57- want to scream
Wed, Feb 12, 2020
chapter 58- alhamdulillah
Fri, Feb 14, 2020
chapter 59- new headphones
Sat, Feb 15, 2020
chapter 60- smiles all around
Mon, Feb 17, 2020
chapter 61- missing his warmth
Tue, Feb 18, 2020
chapter 62- anxiety
Wed, Feb 19, 2020
chapter 63- hard nights
Wed, Feb 19, 2020
chapter 64- short conversations
Sat, Feb 22, 2020
chapter 65- frustrations
Sun, Feb 23, 2020
chapter 66- do you even miss me?
Tue, Feb 25, 2020
chapter 67- Allah is enough for me
Thu, Feb 27, 2020
chapter 68- self respect
Sun, Mar 1, 2020
chapter 69- fear of him changing
Thu, Mar 5, 2020
chapter 70- taunts about sleep
Sat, Mar 7, 2020
chapter 71- making me think negative
Tue, Mar 10, 2020
chapter 72- when will I gain happiness
Wed, Mar 11, 2020
chapter 73- making me feel rubbish always
Fri, Mar 13, 2020
chapter 74- make a fool of me
Tue, Mar 17, 2020
chapter 75- no message or call again
Wed, Mar 18, 2020
chapter 76- mother's day
Sun, Mar 22, 2020
chapter 77- only my Lord knows
Sun, Mar 29, 2020
chapter 78- missed him today
Tue, Mar 31, 2020
chapter 79- life feels like it's at a standstill
Thu, Apr 2, 2020
chapter 80- tears on the prayer mat
Sun, Apr 5, 2020
chapter 81- lonely
Mon, Apr 6, 2020
chapter 82- feel your absence
Wed, Apr 8, 2020
chapter 83- happy today
Sat, Apr 11, 2020
chapter 84- do you even love me
Sat, Apr 11, 2020
chapter 85- angry
Mon, Apr 13, 2020
chapter 86- heartache
Tue, Apr 14, 2020
chapter 87- feeling better
Wed, Apr 15, 2020
chapter 88- where is he
Thu, Apr 16, 2020
chapter 89- can't see me happy
Fri, Apr 17, 2020
chapter 90- you're my everything
Mon, Apr 20, 2020
chapter 91- interesting day
Tue, Apr 21, 2020
chapter 92- throw it in my face
Wed, Apr 22, 2020
chapter 93- cold
Sun, Apr 26, 2020
chapter 94- not content
Thu, Apr 30, 2020
chapter 95- long distance relationship
Fri, May 1, 2020
chapter 96- iftar (breaking fast)
Sat, May 2, 2020
chapter 97- mischief and family time
Sat, May 2, 2020
chapter 98- my angel
Mon, May 4, 2020
chapter 99- I want you near me
Tue, May 5, 2020
chapter 100- mixed day
Wed, May 6, 2020
chapter 101- my home
Thu, May 7, 2020
chapter 102- heart hurting
Fri, May 8, 2020
chapter 103- new day
Sat, May 9, 2020
chapter 104- tension headache
Mon, May 11, 2020
chapter 105- pit of anguish
Tue, May 12, 2020
chapter 106- video call issues again
Wed, May 13, 2020
chapter 107- uncertain times
Fri, May 15, 2020
chapter 108- laugh with jaanu (hubby)
Sun, May 17, 2020
chapter 109- nephew's birthday
Wed, May 20, 2020
chapter 110- own shield
Thu, May 21, 2020
chapter 111- laser, sisters and words
Sat, May 23, 2020
chapter 112- eid preps
Sun, May 24, 2020
chapter 113- eid, tests and trials
Sun, May 24, 2020
chapter 114- video call, walk and gift
Mon, May 25, 2020
chapter 115- frustrated, talk with in laws
Tue, May 26, 2020
chapter 116- stupid lockdown, long distance aches
Thu, May 28, 2020
chapter 117- cleaning, his call and yearning heart
Sat, May 30, 2020
chapter 118- Snapchat and Blackpool
Mon, Jun 1, 2020
chapter 119- past issues and suicide
Tue, Jun 2, 2020
chapter 120- sisters, advice and relief
Wed, Jun 3, 2020
chapter 121- sweet messages and dua
Fri, Jun 5, 2020
chapter 122- heartache
Sat, Jun 6, 2020
chapter 123- closure
Sat, Jun 6, 2020
chapter 124- tiktok videos and love
Sun, Jun 7, 2020
chapter 125- learning English together
Mon, Jun 8, 2020
chapter 126- burning
Tue, Jun 9, 2020
chapter 127- quick talk and comments
Thu, Jun 11, 2020
chapter 128- trapped
Mon, Jun 15, 2020
chapter 129- ill shopping and call
Sat, Jun 20, 2020
chapter 130- why
Sun, Jun 21, 2020
chapter 131- I'm the one at fault it seems
Mon, Jun 22, 2020
chapter 132- iron cage
Thu, Jun 25, 2020
chapter 133- empty hands
Wed, Jul 1, 2020
chapter 134- feeling lonely
Sun, Jul 5, 2020
chapter 135- doors closing
Tue, Jul 7, 2020
chapter 136- positive vibes
Wed, Jul 8, 2020
chapter 137- Islamic videos
Wed, Jul 22, 2020
chapter 138- sweet dream and qurbani (sacrifi
Fri, Jul 24, 2020
chapter 139- mocking my pain
Fri, Jul 24, 2020
chapter 140- death anniversary and broken sleep
Fri, Jul 31, 2020
chapter 141- surprise eid and aching
Fri, Jul 31, 2020
chapter 142- no more saying I love you and I miss you
Sun, Aug 2, 2020
chapter 143- one of them days
Thu, Aug 6, 2020
chapter 144- no words
Fri, Aug 7, 2020
chapter 145- missed you today
Sun, Aug 9, 2020
chapter 146- living corpse
Mon, Aug 10, 2020
chapter 147- exhausted
Tue, Aug 11, 2020
chapter 148- smiling
Mon, Aug 17, 2020
chapter 149- trapped
Tue, Aug 25, 2020
chapter 150- played
Sat, Aug 29, 2020
chapter 151- distance and tears
Sat, Sep 5, 2020
chapter 152- you complete me
Sun, Sep 6, 2020
chapter 153- test and blister
Sun, Sep 13, 2020
chapter 154- ill husband
Sun, Sep 27, 2020
chapter 155- burnt out
Mon, Sep 28, 2020
chapter 156- a bit more patience
Fri, Oct 9, 2020
chapter 157- hurts to breathe
Sat, Oct 31, 2020
chapter 158- good and bad
Sat, Oct 31, 2020
chapter 159- words don't do justice
Sat, Oct 31, 2020
chapter 160- tears
Tue, Nov 10, 2020
chapter 161- facial laser and dying
Wed, Nov 11, 2020
chapter 162-memories playing
Sun, Nov 15, 2020
chapter 163- tears in the dark
Sat, Nov 28, 2020
chapter 164- short video call
Mon, Nov 30, 2020
chapter 165- suffocating
Sat, Dec 5, 2020
chapter 166- new goals
Mon, Jan 4, 2021
chapter 167- having faith
Wed, Jan 13, 2021
chapter 168- good news
Thu, Jan 21, 2021
chapter 169- broken
Tue, May 11, 2021
chapter 170- no worth
Sun, Jul 4, 2021
chapter 171- better mood
Mon, Jul 5, 2021
chapter 172- broken beyond repair
Sat, Jul 17, 2021
chapter 173- always a target
Tue, Jul 27, 2021
chapter 174- useless wife
Sun, Aug 1, 2021
chapter 175- waking up late and suffocation
Sun, Sep 5, 2021
chapter 176- anger and joke
Wed, Sep 15, 2021
chapter 177- his day off
Sat, Oct 15, 2022
chapter 178- motherhood
Sat, Oct 15, 2022

178 parts

chapter 176- anger and joke
Wed, Sep 15, 2021
chapter 177- his day off
Sat, Oct 15, 2022
chapter 178- motherhood
Sat, Oct 15, 2022

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