Internal Crisis(An XMale Reader Insert)
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How could things have gone so wrong?
"What the hell happend?"
"Why did this happen?!"
"I didn't deserve this!"
"I don't want this!"
........
"I wont tell you"
"This wouldn't have happend if it weren't for you"
"You do deserve this!"
"I'll force you to want this!
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"She was so young, how could she have known any better?! She was seven fucking years old! And now because of my damn selfishness she will never grow to be older!"
You were fuming at this point, beyond pissed. Who the fuck does he think he is?!
Thinking he "knew"?
He thought he actually knew what happend?
Well he doesn't fucking know!
My mind was buzzing as these thoughts sped through my un-forgiving mind. I gripped my shaggy hair in anger as those damn embers emitted through my skin.
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that's right people! I am back unfortunately XD This will be the re-make of Glitched vocaloid. Sorry to say this people that actually looked forward to it, but I'm taking out the whole.......vocaloid stuff. It was a cool idea, but the way I was going was much to cheesy, there was no actual plot, the cp characters were corny. I mean I did the whole ticci toby and his waffles, BEN playing videogames. Just.......horrible.
So this story will actually be planned out. Woah, I know right? Hopefully it wont be a bother but yes, the reader will be a male. BUT! You still get to put your name and hair color and all that shiz.
So yeah! I doubt anybody will do this but once i get into the story, please I am open to suggestions!!!!
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