The Grind Never Stopped (Lil Bibby) BOOK 2
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  • Reads 52,999
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  • Parts 26
  • Time 2h 45m
Ongoing, First published Jul 03, 2017
Mature
"Like anger, depression, frustration, isolation, deception

If I open up to you please don't judge me,
I want somebody anybody just to love me.

It's like I'm only happy when I'm not sober just living life,
sometimes I wish that it was over.

Trust who your enemies was once friends of ya,

I swear this life just ain't me schizophrenia.

I'm lost I need directions,

 been running from the truth I'm out of breath I need a second.

But I just smile as if it's nothing wrong because until I find myself I'm just a perfect song.

See when you feel neglected, rejected it's hard for you to ever just forget it, forgive it.

You live your life surrounded but you still feel alone,

I'm not at home even when I'm sitting at home.

I'm not myself any more...."
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