I'm sorry

Nosh with sides of Ziam and Larry. Lots of fluff, some smut and same angst. Basically how they got together and how they get through it all. Heres a bit to get you excited! I need to get this out. Anyway, anyhow. I can't cope anymore. I can't cope with the band. I can't even cope with life. I'm not sure what, but i can just tell that only bad will come of this, if I carry on. There is no one I can call best friend, and it kills me inside every single day. I'm not the most good looking and have never been in a relationship. Ever. I cannot cope living in my own head so I have to tell someone. So here goes. This is the story of me, and how I got to the dark place I'm in now...