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Last published Tue, Jan 1, 2019
Nosh with sides of Ziam and Larry. Lots of fluff, some smut and same angst. Basically how they got together and how they get through it all. Heres a bit to get you excited! I need to get this out. Anyway, anyhow. I can't cope anymore. I can't cope with the band. I can't even cope with life. I'm not sure what, but i can just tell that only bad will come of this, if I carry on. There is no one I can call best friend, and it kills me inside every single day. I'm not the most good looking and have never been in a relationship. Ever. I cannot cope living in my own head so I have to tell someone. So here goes. This is the story of me, and how I got to the dark place I'm in now...
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