Envy
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Last published Sat, Aug 12, 2017
/ˈenvē/ v. the desire of having quality
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Who am I? Just your average teen struggling with life, but get this, I'm not.
I'm beyond struggling; I'm dying. Dying of sickness, dying of loneliness, dying of ignorance. In some way or another, we're dying in some way.
Unfortunately, others are dying in multiple ways, like me, Jocelyn Matthews, A.K.A Envy.
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