You'll never understand

Alice has a life no one would want, and she hopes no one has the life she does. Alice cuts herself at least four times a day, maybe even more, depending on her day, or how she looks herself in the mirror. Alice fought with her mother, nonstop, for years, until she told her mom to kill herself, and she listened, now Alice has to live with that. So now, she has to move in with her father, who was never really there. Her parents broke up when she was four, when she could hardly remember. And her father moved back to California. Leaving Alice with her crazy, insane, slutty, gold digging mother, who never respected her. Calling her fat, ugly, worthless, all from a Young age. No one, has ever understood her... And no on ever will..... Or will they? I feel his hands wrap around my throat, his right thumb, running along my cheek, cascading down my neck. I let out a sigh, and stand up, him following. He's now to tall to kiss. We just look at each other, his hands are still on my body, his finger, runs along my bottom lip. A distant look enters his eyes..
He shakes his head, "You're so beautiful." And he kisses me...
Him leaning down, and me standing on my tip toes, Our lips meet.
and I, for the first, Let my hands roam, and it seems I'm doing a fantastic job...
He lets out a moan, and presses my body against his, holding my waist.
I run my hand up the spine of his back, and let my fingers run through his hair, curling his dark blonde hair around each finger.
His hands..............................................