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Why is Everything so Heavy?

butterflycaptures

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Parts 4
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butterflycaptures

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depression firststory selfharm suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

'I keep dragging around what's bringing me down, If I just let go, I'd be set free.'
  -Heavy, Linkin Park ft. Kiiara
  
  Nobody. Knows. Me.
  The Real Me.
   ∞
  *****NOTE: This story will contain swearing, suicidal thoughts, trigger warnings, self harm, alcohol, DRUGS. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! READ AT YOUR RISK.*****All Rights Reserved

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