Her life was not meant to be this way. This was not what she had envisioned. It was supposed to get better. However, It only got worse. Her life wasn't perfect before but it escalated until it felt like a horrible nightmare.
She was always prone to feeling more than others though. Maybe, thats why she liked to pour her feelings on a notebook everyday. She wasn't always like this, alone and scared. However, she couldn't change that even if she had tried. She always had been different and she was painfully aware of that fact.
She still would have never expected her world to just crumble away into nothingness.