Avatar State of Mind

For what I'm about to tell you... I don't know where to actually begin. You see it's rather interesting. I have secrets that I can never reveal to my friends because it could literally alter the future. It may cause more problems or it could actually fix everything. It also doesn't help that there's a huge war going on. I know how it ends but living through it and watching it on tv are two completely different things. My best friend is the avatar, and strangely so am I? I don't know how but it's true. I, Ayana Lei am a bender of all the elements. And this... is jackass.