Having cancer is shitty. Not as shitty as dying... But pretty damn close. This isn't one of those things where you should be pitying me. I swear it's not. I've had enough pity to last me a life time. I'm not asking you to donate your money to St. Judes or give you kidney to some cancer ridden child. Sometimes it's unfair that we got dealt the hand we did... But when has life ever been fair?