the thoughts of someone with depression.
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take a trip into my depressed, anxious, and downright crazy behaviors. before anyone asks, yes i have been diagnosed, yes i am on medicine, no im not a danger to myself or others. all thoughts in this book are real thoughts/actions that i genuinely feel or do on a daily basis and are influenced by mental illness. no pity comments, please. this book is solely for the awareness, understanding, and knowledge of mental illnesses. if you have the same diagnoses as me, and you do not think the same way as i, that is totally fine. this is just my perspective and mental illness affects different people differently. updates will probably be inconsistent.
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