Basically My Feelings
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Ongoing6m
Last published Sun, Aug 29, 2021
TW/ self harm, violence, assault, drugs
This is literally a diary. An ordinary, autobiography to talk about the feelings I'm tired of holding on to. If anyone reads this congrats you've possibly gained access to my deepest darkest thoughts. If you continue to read and become disturbed, be my guest to leave. For that lets say none of the events described never happened. Its all fake. Always has been. Always will be.
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