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Only Escape (Phan)

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Phil is an abused teenager. His whole life was filled with hate from his family. Nobody needed him, he was worth nothing to no one. All except for one person. One person who loved him, one person who cared, one person who he tried to hide his pain from, one person named Dan.
 
Phil's POV

Teenage AU, Established relationship also.

OK NOW TRIGGER WARNINGS: mentions and descriptions of abuse, its not THAT bad, but it's definitely there, Mentions of depression, Some slight self hate maybe? I'm really not sure about that one. Nothing too bad guys but please, do not read if you are triggered easily, I don't want ANYBODY to get hurt from this. Take care of yourself guys. :)All Rights Reserved

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Tue, Mar 21, 2023

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