The One Who Can't Be Loved
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Huling na-publish Tue, Apr 22, 2014
I kept running, the farther away I got the better. I'm such a fool, I should of never trusted... Him. I'm so fucking pathetic! How is it that I didn't realize this before? How could I of been so blind! He's just another jerk, yet it felt so real to me. He said he.. He loved me, and I believed him. I'm such a fool. I kept running further down the road, lost in thought, in sadness, in anger.... I'm having so many mixed emotions. My heart and mind are having a competition on what can hurt the most, but that race never ended. The further I got, away, the harder the rain. Tears were streaming down my face. The tears were like a waterfall pouring into a funnel; coming out drop by drop. I can't let this happen to me again. I won't let it. I wouldn't, but it did.
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He left me, I cried for him everyday hoping this was all a joke and he'd come back, but no he left. I trained hard making sure that my bow and arrow skills stayed bright, fueling my work with anger. I have mastered everything and I refuse to forgive him, I hate him. My anger grows more everyday as my sadness dissapears. The argument that started it will also end it he doesn't love me and I refuse to be a fan of his. So if he does care he would come and find me only he doesnt care and never will. These are my thoughts, but not my wishes. I want him to care, but I don't want him to find out why. He can't save me from my thoughts they are mind after all. Noone can or will know because they will send me away. My thoughts they tell me to do unspeakeable things, but they disapear when he is around, they don't like him, they are afraid of him. That's why I try to stay a respectable distance from him. My thoughts are dark, but they don't control me, I control them, I can get them to stop in fact I already have, they only fuel up when I'm angry or upset. "Why can't you tell me?" He yelled. "Because if I do then you'll leave me!" I yelled back. That is right he will leave and make sure they take you away. I covered my ears the voices they were back. "Shut up." I dropped to my knees. He ran to me. "What is wrong?" I looked at him as the voices stopped and hugged him. This was my guardian and it all started the day he came back, Came back for me.
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