The One Who Can't Be Loved
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I kept running, the farther away I got the better. I'm such a fool, I should of never trusted... Him. I'm so fucking pathetic! How is it that I didn't realize this before? How could I of been so blind! He's just another jerk, yet it felt so real to me. He said he.. He loved me, and I believed him. I'm such a fool. I kept running further down the road, lost in thought, in sadness, in anger.... I'm having so many mixed emotions. My heart and mind are having a competition on what can hurt the most, but that race never ended. The further I got, away, the harder the rain. Tears were streaming down my face. The tears were like a waterfall pouring into a funnel; coming out drop by drop. I can't let this happen to me again. I won't let it. I wouldn't, but it did.
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