love like war

i played with the hem of my shirt as i watched niall nervously. it was the first time i have seen him in a year and a half since we broke up. its scary how he looks now. he looks so thin but also strong he has lost all the chubby that used to make him cute. his arms swaying by his side look strong. tattoos dancing up and down his arms and chest. the small black bracelet did nothing to hide the cuts scattering his arms. his hair standing up with purple died through it and brown at the roots. his eyes scared me the most. they lost all sense of hope. they used to show trust love happiness now they just show anger hurt. and something else.... they show pain. is he still hurting from wat i did. his lip ring was new it gave him a whole new look. together he looked strong unforgiving and hurt but he looked damn sexy aswell.