"Why are you still with me ? I'm just a stupid freak. I'm a broken peace of shit." I said putting my head in between my hands while crying my eyes out. "Because I fucking...love you ! I'm and madly in love with you." He started yelling but finished his sentence quietly. Hi. My names Lily David, I'm 15. I was born in Australia but I live in France now. Why ? That's for you to discover. Enjoy!! Maya's a teenage girl trying to get back her self esteem after all the beating and insults she endures back in France. Will she find what she was searching for coming in Australia ? A 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER FANFIC TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains self harming, mental health disorder, eating disorder and other triggering stuff like this. Also, it'll probably contain smut. If you're not comfortable with these topic, don't read it please. Your health is more important than a book.