I'll never do it again
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A story between two teenage boys both fucked in the head both figuring they'd be better off dead and neither believing the other is as fucked up as they believe
:! Trigger warnings! Self harm, suicide , eating disorders, and possible mentions of an abusive relationship!: also strong language and suggestive themes if that bothers you don't read
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