I Am Broken

Smiles hold power, and smiles ARE power. It takes one smile to brighten someone's day. One smile to make someone feel better. And one smile, one sparkling, beautiful smile, to blow my world out of proportion. And that smile belongs to a boy named Christopher White.

He is perfect in every way, his face, his grades, his abilities... he is the definition of perfection.
Every guy wanted to be him, and every girl wanted to be with him.

And then there's me. When my grandma died, I lost my last present guardian. There I am.
Isolated
Alone
Broken

Living in a house that's large but always empty,
Surrounded by friends but always lonely,
Smiling.... but always breaking.

Nothing can mend me... except for him, who turns darkness into light
Who turns bad days into the best
Who turns rain into sunshine
And I think I... like him.

Like. Not love. I can't love, it's impossible. He will own me. He will destroy me.

No. He already has.

He is the center of my world

And I am a broken vase held together by scotch tape.