I hate that I love you

I hate how you smile.
I hate that every inch of you is almost perfect.
I hate that I have fallen in love with you.
I hate when my heartbeat skipped a beat everytime you were near.
I hate how I blush because of your sweet words.
I hate that you felt the same.
I hate that you courted me.
I hate your sweet efforts.
I hate that we became girlfriend and boyfriend.
I hate that you suddenly gave up.
I hate you when you broke up with me.
I hate how I changed just because of you.
I hate that I still came back just to have a stupid revenge on you.
I hate that my mission seems impossible because I still love you.
And because of that...
I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU.