All I Am Is A Monster
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All I wanted was one chance. One chance at regaining happiness. One chance as regaining my life. One chance at freedom. What was so hard about that? The fact an immature god couldn't resolve his dads issues so he had to coke to my home and attempt to rule it?
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aria had a relatively normal childhood. she had a mother, father, happiness, friends- that was all up until she was kidnapped by HYDRA and experimented on until she became an enhanced child weapon. it all started when she was only 6. when she was 12, she was given the mission to kill the avengers. instead, she was somehow brought out of her brainwashed HYDRA mind and was taken in by the avengers. this is the story of a super-powered teenager who just wants to live a normal life, but with her powers, she never will. she manages to find family, love, happiness- but every time she becomes truly happy, it all comes falling down. i do not own any of the marvel characters but i do however own my original character, aria stark and any other original characters i introduce along the way.
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