A cutters habit

a boy named Fakir is teased.
why?
for being gay.
he never told me for 4 years in till now.
I was hopelessly in love waiting for all these years.
hoping he might fall in love with me .
I ended up falling apart when he died.
it was probably cause I didn't approve.but only cause I loved him so much.
and he lied and I felt betrayed by him.
and I couldn't live with out him.
it put me through so much pain .
and him being in pain was even worse .
he didn't tell any one in till he died .
that he was gay.
he didn't want to tell his mom .
because she doesn't like gay people.
I honestly love gay people.
but tell me what I would have done if the love of ur life didn't know u loved him.
but u didn't know he was gay.
which in the end .....I wish he was still here.