Judged
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Last published Sun, Jan 12, 2014
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There was something about him that caught my attention but I don't know what.
He was just an average guy with a normal group of friends and a nice family. But there was more to it. Yes, he was mysterious, supportive, generous, hilarious, witty, intelligent, but he was also broken; misunderstood, lonely, and judged by society. He was emo. But Emo people aren't all the same. You think they're jerks and rude but he was sweet and polite.
He cuts for a way out of life. He cuts himself to feel a new kind of pain other than heartbreak, loneliness, betrayal, and misunderstood. And this is because he's judged. But to me he is the one and only. My type. My kind of perfect. He's my love.
But I'm too shy to even say hi.
I'm Emily Brown and I'm thought of a silent freak, nerd, geek, a pathetic shy piece of trash, worthless, and nothing but a waste of space.
And I too get Judged.
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