You Think I'm Perfect? Think Again // Mark Thomas

This isn't a story where everyone's live is perfect and everyone lives happy ever after! This is about a girl named Elizabeth

Elizabeth is always there for everyone but when things get tuff, and she needs someone it seems like everyone disappeared of the face of this dang Earth!
How come when she's going thru things! Everyone doubts what she's going thru, as if her life is perfect, like she Has no insecurities, like everything is going great for her!
But when someone asks her ,

" Are you okay? " they ask

" I'm fine " she says

When people ask you how you are, they don't want you to say, " well I suffer from Depression I also cut my wrist when I'm alone! Oh and I could never forget that I barely eat, when I'm sad! Oh yea, and that I can't feel anything at the moment, ummm.. how are you? "
I'm sorry I know that, You Don't wanna hear the bad things about me! You don't Wanna hear me explaining to You that I don't go outside anymore, or that put a blade to my wrist , over a stupid guy!
You don't want me to explain to you , that you don't give a shit about me!

You don't Wanna hear your daughter in the other room , throwing things around, cause she's looking for a blade

Or your neice, that wants to the a rope around her neck at all times!

Or your sister, your sister hates herself, for not caring about herself!

Or your grand daughter isn't always sick! She just can't bring herself to get out of bed!

Or your cousin, they don't Wanna know that you cry your self to sleep, every night!

Or your best friend, He/She doesnt want to know, that when you guys fight, she takes that blade and cuts even deeper

You don't Wanna know that!
Do you?
So stop asking me if I'm okay!
Cause I'm not!
And it's not that hard to figure out! It's not rocket science!

She didn't believe she had a reason and a purpose to live, Until A boy changed her life forever, good or bad?

Trigger warning