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❝It's a weird thing to put all of your trust into a complete stranger, to seek comfort in them, and to leave your fate between their hands❞

Cover made by the amazing: RuthXanadu

When Codi is caught up in abuse from her step father and in the constant horrible atmosphere of her home she decides to run away, leaving everything she knows behind to hitchhike her way to North Seattle and integrate herself in the music scene.

A tale of violence, drama, love and new friendships as she travels the country as a young innocent girl who knows nothing about the world ahead of her. 

#41 in ADVENTURE on 27/07/2017

(Inspired by the hit Lana del Rey song "Ride")All Rights Reserved

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VALERIE by xxmils

He speaks as if he knows everything, he trips over his own tongue like the intelligent person he is. The lingering taste of vodka and whiskey taint his sinful chapped lips. When he walks he stumbles, he smells like nicotine and he's cold. Ice resides in his veins and heart but not even the hell like flames of hatred and anger burning within his mind can freeze over. She's sweet like honeysuckle. She's warm and physically beautiful with her long brown hair and different colored gaze. When she smiles, the entire world stops to look and stare at her. Yet underlying her forced smile and physical perfection, dwells the monster that is her mental illness that she cannot control. Being beautiful doesn't hide it either, only mass doses of prescription pills do. In which an 18-year-old who believes he hasn't much to live for leaves his small sleepy town in hopes of finding his mother who abandoned him years ago. All the while a 17-year-old girl with severe Manic Depression tags along in hopes of being distracted from her illness and to also find peace of mind and happiness elsewhere. ** Inspired by music, specifically The 1975, Lana Del Rey, and others. ** Rough draft in desperate need of editing, plot holes, grammatical issues, etc. * not cliche but cliche it has it moments, but also so many plot twists so idk yeah. Mature Content. Read at your own will. Copyrighted ©

Temere Mortis by UpsideDownAnne

In a world where grieving the dead is illegal, Isla Daniels must fight against her society's norms and discover the truth behind the plague that killed her best friend. ... Let us be the first to congratulate you on taking the first step in your mourning process. Consider this leaflet your all-telling guide to the Regulated Grieving Standards, created to guide you through your bereavement with your dignity intact. As a Class C griever, you are not burdened with attending the funeral of your friend. Instead, you have the privilege of mourning them in the privacy of our government Regulated Support Groups. Through years of study, we have perfected the grieving process, and you will forget about your friend in no time. You're welcome! Over the weeks, your resolve will be tested, but it is of the upmost importance that you carry on with your life as normal. During this crisis, we must all do our bit to preserve the world as we know it, and we have confidence that you will remain strong. Do it for you. Do it for your friend. And above all, do it for your country. ... Featured on Wattpad's Adventure profile's reading list: Fantastical Adventures! Also featured on Wattpad's Stories Undiscovered Diamond reading list! A Newly Written Books featured book! Third place in the fantasy category of the Lotus Awards! ... TOP RATINGS: #119 IN SCIENCE FANTASY #43 IN PLAGUE Sequel (Vita Nova) in progress Trigger Warnings: Death Mild Substance Abuse Mild Violence

My Girl by anya_jayvyn

Cal Jackson's new life as a rockstar fails to account for one thing: the existence of the girl he loves. ***** "What are you thinking about?" she asks. "A song," I say. "A new song." I stare at the ocean as I sing the song that I wrote, something that comes from the darkest place of my heart. "Do you even know how gifted you are?" she whispers. "You're destined to be someone big, Cal." "Really?" "Yeah." ***** She's perfect in every way. Beautiful. Smart. Her bright future is right there in front of her eyes. While here I am. Ruined. No college, let alone a future. Just an image of a wannabe rockstar with tattoed arms and an old guitar. I knew that our story would be no less than that tragic Romeo and Juliet shit the moment I laid my eyes on her, but still, I can't resist her. The moment she whispers my name, "Cal," I lose all sanity. She becomes my melody, my lyrics, the song that keeps echoing in my ears. People call her Mia. I call her my Amy, her name crafted above my beating heart, tattoed on my skin. Amelia Davis is my girl. Mine. And only mine. © 2021 Anya Jayvyn. All Rights Reserved. (Content warning: This book has descriptive sexual content and explicit language)

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...We were so caught up in the shared moment of care free joy to notice the midnight grey Toyota pickup truck speeding directly towards us. Meters before impact dad finally caught on to what was about to happen, despite it being day the approaching vehicle's headlights blinded us as our cars breaks slammed on, the sound of the tires melting away as the rubber tires scraped against the pavement filled the air and the scent of burning rubber overwhelmed my nostrils, despite our efforts the brakes didn't slow us down, we were to late. There was nothing we could do as we collided head on..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Attempt two at writing a book lmao, summaries without spoilers are not my strong point but here you go: After a tragic child hood accident Astra is left utterly alone, forcing her to make a massive move across the states to live in Tennessee with her grandmother. A few years pass and Astra finds it difficult to deal with the trauma she experienced as a young child, but surrounded by friends and throwing herself into education she starts to heal, until she meets Jason. In the beginning Jason was a kind, caring guy who seemed genuinely interested in getting to know Astra, but not everyone is who they seem to be. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TW LIST!!!! (there's alot) swearing, lots PTSD/past trauma Character death Violence/ injury detailing Stalking Kidnapping Depression, anxiety Panic attacks Alcohol and drug usage Over thinking Self harm/sabotage Survivors guilt Potential homophobia Eating disorders If there's anything you think needs to be posted as a TW then let me know, also please don't read if there is anything that triggers you. Some of these topics are personal, don't be afraid to reach out if you need to talk or ask anything :) Also this is my first solo writing project so any feedback positive/negative is appreciated, writing tips for anything too, hope you enjoy. - jammy :) 24/09/24 - ?

The Suicide List by NIDaniella

Sebastian Walters. He is someone who has everything: ladies, fame, music gifts, good looks, wealth, seriously everything. But there is one thing: he's broken. After his parents divorced and is taken care of his grandmother at a young age, all he needed is love. Unfortunately, he can't receive it from anyone aside from his friend, Ferdinand and his gran. Even his girlfriend, Colleen, only use him for fame. Kayleigh Barrow. She's the exact opposite. She's beautiful but invisible. She is the black sheep of the family where almost all members of her family except her sister, Stella, hates her. For her, she is of no value, and she learned that at a young age. Now that she's older, and really thinks that she has no more value in everyone's life, suicide becomes her option. Suicide. A word introduced to Sebastian and Kayleigh at a young age. When Kayleigh became the new neighbor across Sebastian's home, Sebastian and Kayleigh met. They shared their frustrations and decided to commit suicide together one day. But time passed that the promise was forgotten. But Kayleigh did not forget. She creates a list of things she wants to do and places she wants to go before killing herself. Her starting point? List number 1: find yourself a getaway driver. And she pulls out the only person that can take her to places: Sebastian. Now with both of them together in the middle of nowhere for 2-3 weeks will their lives change forever. But how? How will Sebastian's life change? How will Kayleigh's life change? Will the Suicide List drag them to their worst mess? Or to a story they never thought they would have?

Help Me || Randy (COMPLETED) by iridescentthinking

Rye and Andy are closer than most best friends. But they both hide something from each other. Unbeknownst to the rest of the boys, Andy is silently suffering through an abusive relationship, but doesn't dare tell the band. He has no knowledge of what it feels like to be loved. Even Rye, his best friend, has no idea he's going through this. But when true colours are revealed, Andy has no choice but to confess the truth. It could either make or break the band, and Andy really doesn't want to break them. To the band and Roadies, Rye is the loudest, stupidest member of RoadTrip, but something lies deeper than his obnoxiousness. Unlike Andy, Rye does know what it feels like to be loved, but he also knows what it feels like to be deceived and betrayed. One of the many reasons he is hard to reach. Not for a certain someone though... Give me credit if you use my ideas x Started: 1st October 2018 Finished: 25th May 2019 Cover by @duffrise💗

Perfumed Secrets | Kurt Cobain by kurdtapprentice

Faye Carter embarks on a journey to university. Her pursuit of self-discovery converges with Seattle's underground music scene, a fortuitous encounter that brings her face-to-face with Kurt Cobain, a captivating and unpredictable musician. Their magnetic connection, bound by shared passions unfolds against artistic fervor. Yet, as Kurt's star ascends, so does the darkness within him. The story delves into the intoxicating highs of their relationship marked by creative harmony and gentle intimacy while their love flourishes. The idyllic bond faces trials in the midst of Kurt's ascent to stardom and the haunting whispers of addiction that threaten to shatter their relationship. "Perfumed Secrets", is inspired by the lyrics of "Scentless Apprentice" by Nirvana. This title alludes an evocative essence, veiled mysteries and hidden truths, resonating seamlessly with the song's themes and potentially reflecting the core of the story. The chapters titles incorporate lyrics from songs that inspire me during the writting process, mainly Lana Del Rey songs, she's a great source of inspiration for me. If you're interested, here's the link to the fanfic playlist: https://playlist.sptfy.com/perfumedsecrets [addiction] [drug abuse] [illicit substances] [mental ilness] [suicide/suicidal thoughts] [depression] [sexual content]

When The Sun Rises by udaasnaslein

'She reminded me of the Northern lights - bizarre but beautiful, mystical but hypnotizing...' Amidst the woods and under a dark starry sky meet two complete strangers who at first glance radiate hate vibes for each other but soon find their opinions changing as they head out on the road to unearth what awaits them at the end of it. Along the road, both discover immutable facts of each other's life and form a bond of friendship which, eventually, might bloom into something more... In the words of DANIEL; 'The steering wheel might have been in my hands all along but it was she who was driving me to my destination. One that I didn't know of.' In the words of AURORA; 'The road had ended now, but I found my heart creating one of its own. With HIM. And this one was going to be infinite.'

Rise From The Ashes (EDITING IN PROGRESS) by A_Fearless_Soul

**THIS BOOK IS UNDER MAJOR EDITING & REVISION** 30 year old Braxlyn Beckett has had a hard life growing up. She's no stranger to heartbreak and death. Not wanting to let the only three people she loves down, she keeps fighting. She fights to find a purpose in her life, a purpose to keep living. 31 year old Zevander Hendrix had it all. The good looks, the wealth but that wasn't what he cared about. He only cared about raising his 4 year old daughter, Lenaya. After losing his wife while giving birth to their daughter, he promised to never fall in love, to stay single and Zevander never breaks his promises. What happens when the worlds of these two broken souls collide? Can Zevander fight his attraction to Braxlyn? Can Braxlyn get past the pain and hurt of her past to give Zevander a chance? Join them on their journey to see if these two broken souls can rise from the ashes and fine their happiness. [Warning: Mature content 18+] ✍🏼 Highest rankings #1 in EroticRomance on 5/12/21 & 9/11/21 #1 in DeathAndLife on 5/15/21 #1 in Broken on 5/17/21 #1 in Forgiveness on 5/20/21 #1 in AdultRomance on 5/20/21 #1 in BoyxGirl on 5/26/21 #1 in Featured on 6/20/21 #1 in MovingOnFromThePast on 6/20/21 & 9/29/21 #1 in Faith on 6/22/21 **I do not own any of the music throughout this book.** **Do not steal my book cover or story. You are warned.**

The Last Fix by VioletHole99

Slowburn friends-to-lovers dark romance set in the 1990s Seattle grunge scene. Take a look at the Before You Read chapter for trigger and content warnings. Contains dark and explicit content. Features special guests from Seattle grunge bands! I won't say who, but some of them are in the tags. Summary: Amidst the explosive grunge scene in 1993 Seattle, Riley Brooks finds herself broken after an abusive relationship with her first love comes to an end. Struggling to put the pieces back together, she has a chance encounter with the friendly, but enigmatic Landon Cross one night at a bar, oblivious to his burgeoning career as a rockstar. Despite being warned about Landon, she can't help but feel drawn to him, repeating the toxic patterns from her past. Complicating matters, Landon is entangled in a toxic relationship with Meadow, his girlfriend. Riley finds herself torn between her friendship with Meadow and her secret love for Landon, who represents everything she desires, but is also battling a dangerous heroin addiction. In the midst of a chaotic mix of sex, drugs, and rock and roll, Riley experiences danger and loss, unsure of her own limitations. As she invests in Landon's tumultuous journey, she must decide if she can save her own shattered soul before it's too late.

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VALERIE

He speaks as if he knows everything, he trips over his own tongue like the intelligent person he is. The lingering taste of vodka and whiskey taint his sinful chapped lips. When he walks he stumbles, he smells like nicotine and he's cold. Ice resides in his veins and heart but not even the hell like flames of hatred and anger burning within his mind can freeze over. She's sweet like honeysuckle. She's warm and physically beautiful with her long brown hair and different colored gaze. When she smiles, the entire world stops to look and stare at her. Yet underlying her forced smile and physical perfection, dwells the monster that is her mental illness that she cannot control. Being beautiful doesn't hide it either, only mass doses of prescription pills do. In which an 18-year-old who believes he hasn't much to live for leaves his small sleepy town in hopes of finding his mother who abandoned him years ago. All the while a 17-year-old girl with severe Manic Depression tags along in hopes of being distracted from her illness and to also find peace of mind and happiness elsewhere. Inspired by music, specifically The 1975, Lana Del Rey, and others. Rough draft in desperate need of editing, plot holes, grammatical issues, etc. * not cliche but cliche it has it moments, but also so many plot twists so idk yeah. Mature Content. Read at your own will. Copyrighted ©