Ready to give up- PHAN Depression (Dan Howell)
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Last published Sat, Mar 3, 2018
Dan is suffering from just about every mental illness and some trauma as well.... Dan is ready for everything to stop and he's ready to gib up his fight. But Phil won't let him. Will PHILS love be enough to save Dan from his mind?
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