Why Me?
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Ongoing46m
Last published Thu, Oct 12, 2017
As I enter my house it's the same as usual my mom is ignoring me and playing with my baby sister. I enter my room and open my dresser and pull out my knife. It's actually the only thing that makes me happy nowadays. I pull down my pants and start to cut my thigh.
One: Because I'm ugly.
Two: Because I'm worthless.
Three: Because I ruin everyone else's life.
Four: Because no one likes me.
Five: Because I'm a loser.
Six: Because I'm a fuck up.
Seven: Because I push everyone away.
Eight: Because my family doesn't want me.
Nine: Because I'm unwanted.
Ten: Because I'm killing people because they have to look at me.
Eleven: Because I'm the reason my best friend killed herself.
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