The most painful rule of Unrequited love is you have to concealed your feeling
even how many sharp knives stabbing you...
you have to smile...
you have to look happy... in order to save the relationsh*t you two have
Other people thinks that i may be crazy, naive, or fool for not exposing my feelings towards him
That if i just tell him what i feel there's will be changes maybe the the friendship that we have ship into lovers...
How i wish it just that easy but..no
If i tell maybe there's has a changes..He will understand what i really feel ..He will knows my deep strong romantic affection towards him...
And i will never let that happen
This story is not about us...its for them
I am just a supporting cast in this story
They are right the more you avert your feelings towards someone
The more it grow
And the more it hurts...
He been hurt several several times
And i witnessed it i been by his side for the whole time
I want to give up but every time i see those smiles
Its gives me a courage
Even those smiles are not meant for me...
And in order to save those smile
Even it hurts...
I will find his Juliet