Should I Remember or Forget?

I'm deciding to actually write and go through with posting one of my books fully. This one is very personal to me. It's based on my life and what I've been through and what I am going through. It is kind of a journal and a way for me to express myself and what I'm going through. I have some things I'm unsure of and need help figuring out. Things to remember. This book is my way to help myself before I self-destruct.

Mariana has been going through the motions of her life. Pushing through what has been thrown at her. She is now in high school and is just doing her best to survive while she is trying to remember what happened to her when she was younger. The past mixes with her future and she is struggling to deciper what is real.