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Мысли пессимиста

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Часто можно подумать о том что я  - оптимист, но глубоко в душе я - душевный мазохист со стажем в несколько лет.  Я никогда даже и не думала о том чтобы что-либо изменить. Конечно, это бы заняло много времени, усилий, силы воли размером с мои проблемы. Неужели не будет ни единого нужного случая чтобы опустошить ковш и дать своим рукам отдохнуть от веса тяжелой ноши? Почему все время приходится ждать подходящего момента? Как отличить сон от яви? Не знаю, как поступать. Скажу что эгоистка - солгу, что нет - тоже.All Rights Reserved

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// A W2S Fanfic // If it is true that "insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results", then Alex had been living in insanity her whole life. Alex feels like she as been going through the motions for way too long. Like she had been stuck living as a supporting character in someone else's story-- often playing roles like the less attractive friend, the older hardly-present sister, the annoying younger sister, the girl you go out with before you meet the love of your life. Feeling like an extra in your own life is not fun, but she realized that there is only one constant in her predicament and it was her. If anything was going to change for her, she would have to change. So she made a resolution: to do the things she won't normally do. It was when she started on this quest to push herself to do things she normally wouldn't that she meets Harry. An awkward chance encounter that quickly grew into an undeniable attraction. And Harry, with his outrageous stunts and youtube popularity, that something Alex would've never thought she'd go for. Best Rankings: #1 wroetoshaw - 10 Sept 2021 #3 w2s - 7 Oct 2021 #2 sdmn - 4 Jun 2022 #1 sidemen - 11 Jun 2022 Official Playlist for Things We Don't Normally Do: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2Cpvm1BF7VOr9MKMENF5Z6?si=NXxapirgSFyWuOIAsYUGAQ noypi

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This Is War by PaperBagBoi_

"A warning to the people The Good and The Evil This is WAR To the Soldier The Civilian The Martyr The Victim It's the moment of Truth and Lies The moment to Live and Die The moment to FIGHT?" The things you said to me, that this will keep me safe if I just listened. They were all just lies from the start. All of them. Do you know how it feels like to be stabbed in the back. Of course you don't. Why bother asking? Being stabbed repeatedly and then being asked if you're okay? Blood running down your back, then being stabbed again after being asked that question? That's all you can do I trusted you, I protected you, I almost gave up my life for you! This is all you can do, Just use me like you always do. NOT ANYMORE I've learned a few new TRICKS Are you proud of me? I hope you are. You're the reason why I blocked out all emotions from the world. The reason you think I'm still happy when I'm not. The reason why I'm here. You don't remember him don't you? He's still apart of me, but not you. You MADE me like! That's was so much fun. Making sure I was always ripped apart while you're stood in one piece. The promises you've broken, The judgement no one bothered to tell you, The so called friends you have. It's all over now.I've covered for you long enough, all those years ago when I was still sane. I'll pretend to be happy for you, I'll pretend to be your good old pal. Oh I will. I'll just show you all those pretty little white lies that you LOVE so much. I'll sprinkle them on top of you, I'll show you how much pain you've caused me. I'll bring them all back! Of course I'll be in your shadows, I'm always in there. Being mistreated and abused for you, of course! I'll make sure to add in some cuts and bruises for ya. I'll be your fucking shadow alright, I'll be it and make sure you fly close to the sun. You're afriad of the dark. You shouldn't be sweetie. You shouldn't be afraid of the dark, You should be afriad what's in it.

Thoughts And Excerpts. || #Wattys2018 by Bunny5002

||Started: 1st April 2018.|| ||Ended: 15th November 2018|| some things I think about :) Along with some quotes that I add deeper meaning too. Some things that I talk about in this book are to no one. Some are dreams. Some are nightmares. Also some things in this book haven't happened to me. Its happened to a friend or I saw it on the internet and changed it up. Also my writing changes throughout this shitty book. Enjoy :)) (Previously known as 'Random Thoughts) {Highest ranking: #222, #85 in poem 2018 #666 in deep 0-o ) P.S. I have a great family life and I am not and (hopefully) never will be suicidal. My family means the world to me. ❤

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"She's a freak.." "A monster!" "Call the police!" -•-•-•-•-•- Listen to me first before you listen to everyone else. My name is Wenny. Or Lunar. I was born a regular human. Everyone is, I had a loving family, amazing friends, etc.... Then something inside me changed. Or, I was forced to. I can still remember the feeling of floating in a test tube. I can still remember the needle ejected into my arm. The pain that I was put through. The indistinct whispers of the scientists. The memory of that glowing knife rests vividly in my head. The tears of blood that I cried. And the cries of death still echo in my ear. Do I regret what happened? Yes. Do I seek revenge? I have no comment. What I will tell you is only meant for you. And no one else. So listen to my story, then make your judgement. I want to know if you think I do deserve all the pain I get.... ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~ By: KyoEclipxe Cover by: Canva and LunarEclipse fanart found on google!! 🚨WILL HAVE SWEARING AND DEPRESSING STUFF!! IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, DON'T READ IT! YOUR HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT! PERIODTTTTTT!🚨 ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ᕼIGᕼEᔕT ᖇᗩᑎKIᑎGᔕ EᐯEᖇ: #5 ιи fαℓє¢ (мαя¢н єιgнт, 2020) #1 ιи кσℓ∂ (мαя¢н тєи, 2020) #1 ιи ℓєναи (мαя¢н єℓєνєи, 2020) #9 ιи ∂яα¢σиιтє∂яαgσи (мαя¢н 20, 2020) #8 ιи gσℓ∂єиgℓαяє (мαя¢н 20, 2020) #12 ιи ιтѕfυииєн (мαя¢н 20, 2020) #11 ιи кяєω (мαя¢н 20, 2020) #7 ιи ℓαвяαт (мαя¢н 20, 2020) #6 ιи ℓυиαяє¢ℓιρѕє (мαя¢н 20, 2020) #8 ιи ραιитιиgяαιивσωѕ (мαя¢н 20, 2020) #14 ιи унѕ (мαя¢н 20, 2020)

"My Little Monster~"|| Selever X Reader [DISCONTINUED] by lazyazz_bijj

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Kidnapped by Elainthevalley

Never in my life had I imagined that I would be kidnapped. For me, It was going to be just another weekend, but I guess not. ______________________________________________________ " NO PLEASE NO I AM SORRY PLEASE NO I WILL NEVER DISOBEY YOU EVER AGAIN PLEASE NO AHHH " " I AM SORRY PLEASE I WILL DO AS YOU SAY I PROMISE STOP IT PL- AHHH N- AHH PL- AHHH " " IT'S HURTING NO DON'T! NO! REMOVE IT PLEASE!! AHHH I DID AS YOU ASKED ME TOO YO- AHHHHH " I pleaded, begged, cried, but nothing worked in front of them. They are not human; They are monsters, my monsters who never miss a single opportunity to remind me who they are. _______________________________________________________ I thought They would stop If I resist, I thought They would give up If I say No, I thought They would leave me alone If I didn't let them have their way. But I was wrong. They will never stop, never give up, never leave me alone, not until they have me, my body, my mind, my soul, but even if they had it all, I doubt they will let me go. It's like I am his new favorite game which he loves playing because he knows he will always win. It's like I am his new building block, which he loves building only to destroy a second later. It's like I am his new pet which he loves giving punishment to if disobeyed. _____________________________________________________ I think this story, my story will end only with my death ( Tear dropped) ____________________________________________________ Don't trust the book by its cover, Go on, give it a try who knows maybe in the end you fall in love with the book? Because I have<3 ITS NOT A ROMANTIC STORY!! Started - 8.12.2024 Ended - 7.2.2025 Highest position achieved on Hashtags. #1 on Abuse<3 [26.1.2025] #1 on trapped<3 [16.1.2025] #2 on lust<3 [18.1.2025] #4 on Fear <3 [ 14.1.2025] #4 on Torture<3 [5.2.2025] #6 on abduction<3 [16.1.2025] #16 On Evil<3 [ 14.1.2025] #63 on Maturethemes<3 [25.1.2025] #173 on wattpad [ 5.2.2025] #545 on adventure [8.2.2025]

Ikoros by April_Botkin

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Static by hattielynn

{COMPLETED} "now that you've had your fun electrocuting me, would you care to hop in the backseat?" ---------------------------------------------------------- Freak DNA. That's what I like to call it. The fault to my genetic code. More often than not, it's a curse. The static running through my blood gave me a name. A cruel, daunting label of a measly bug. A roach. That's what I am to them, to the government. Roach; the nameless monster with electricity for a sense and lightening as a second nature. It ruined my life, the sparking currents playing tag in my mind, running around and bumping into everything, shaking me loose. The government, actually. They ruined my life. My curse just gave them a reason. You see, the normal population with ordinary DNA, they don't know about the people like me. The roaches of the world. We don't get that kind of recognition at the camps. There, we are only one thing in the military's eyes. We are weapons and we will act like it. Everyone else out there, bathing in the goodness they don't know they've got, they don't know about the roaches their stepping on. As long as their getting closer to the sky, they don't care what they stand on to reach it. They don't know about the sparkling dreamer that's killed 7 people before her 17th birthday. They don't about the ghost of a girl peaking around corners for her entire life because even home wasn't safe. They don't know about the fighter of steel and iron sucking on his bloody lip courtesy of the wars he battles in as nothing but a shadow. They don't know about the masked villain who would do anything to see the army they lead claim the throne They don't know about us. But they will, because we will rise. And when we arrive, we will arrive violently. ___________________________________________ Started: 10.06.15 Finished: 3.17.16

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