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Philophobia

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I wish,I could delete my feelings for you...

Aku tidak berharap untuk menjadi seorang yang terpenting dalam hidup kau kerana itu merupakan permintaan yang terlalu besar bagiku...Aku hanya berharap suatu saat nanti jika kau melihatku..kau akan tersenyum dan berkata..."Dialah orang yang selalu menyayangiku...

If I could give u one thing in life...I would give you the ability  to see yourself through my eyes,only then would you realize how speacial you are to me.....................................

#sorry kalau typo,maafkan saya yer...All Rights Reserved

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