How to Save a Life

'Hello,

I haven't talked to you in so long. About six years now ... Funny how I still remember the last time we talked, when you probably barely even remember my name. It's okay though. It's not your fault. You moved on and I didn't.
You’re probably wondering why I'm writing you.
Well this is the only way I could say goodbye to you. Goodbye for what you ask? Let's just say I'm leaving for good. Now no one will see me again. Not even you, with your beautiful eyes. See there's no reason for me to be here any longer.
Not even you can keep me here.
I finally gave up...
I have no one... Absolutely no one.
I'm more alone than ever.
But I'm not writing this to tell you about my loneliness. It's to finally tell you everything I never got to tell you.

Remember me? I was your best friend once. We were really close; up to the point we both liked each other. But then something stupid had to happen, which was partially my fault. I'm sorry I really am. I wish none of this would have happened I wish I was still in your life. Maybe than I wouldn't be doing what I'm about to do. You gave me the best memories and you were always there for me when I needed someone the most. Now that I'm going to be gone I wish you the best. I hope you become a famous guitarist. I hope you're happy. Don't feel sad about me I'll always be there with you. I want you to know I loved you...
I will always love you.

I'm sorry.'

The paper fell to the floor and everything around me turned black.

I couldn't let her go...

Not like this.