journal

my thoughts are everywhere and i can never squish and squeeze them to become words. i feel like i have to funnel them through the skinniest smallest tube there is just to get them from the deepest of my brain to the opening of my mouth, which never really works out well. but on the other hand, typing and being able to have time to perfectly fit those words into the tight tunnel i've created for myself has a better outcome. i don't know how to organize my thoughts or how to put them down onto paper or into other peoples brains, but i try my best.