We were once best friends, then we eventually fell in love but I never thought I'd have to keep it as a secret. I love him and I know he loves me, I just want everyone to know. But why can't they? Stupid management doesn't want Directioners to know we are together. So they say Louis is ' single' and I'm just a close friend, that's all. It surely breaks my heart. I wish I could tell the world what it is really happening. I just want to be with him officially. I want to be able to walk out holding his hand, I want to be able to kiss him in public without having management try to strangle me after. Even though its hard not being able to do all this in public at least I know his secretly mine.