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Average Teen: A Reason to Live

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Trouble always felt like my shadow, it followed me everywhere.

Cursed me.

I don't know how many times my shadow coiled its way around your neck. I can't account for the moments it grew tall and daunting in our finest moments. But love, you were stubborn. Like a rock you never moved, you remained by my side, no matter how tall it grew. And in my most treasured memories, you were victorious against the dark curse.

I let my guard down; I stopped looking over my shoulder and kept my gaze on your golden orbs. And that will forever be my biggest mistake, for it grew tall in my ignorance and when I finally turn to it, it was taller than the highest peaks.

I can't express how sorry I am for letting it consume you but hopefully one day you will forgive me.
‒J.


Love that shadow was blessing in disguise. It lured me in like a moth to the flame and I got burned but treasures I cannot describe haunt my nightmares.
‒A.
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Warning:
Trigger, mild swearing, violence and maybe some sexual scenes.
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Book II of the 'Average Teen' seriesAll Rights Reserved

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