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Out in the Wind

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Parts 49
Time 7h 48m

Reads 256,551
Votes 11,133
Parts 49
Time 7h 48m

Mature

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When Cory's father suddenly dies his entire perfect world is torn apart.
Gone is the loving mother, doting sister, lovely house, and the huge allowance.  In stead Cory needs to deal with the bank auctioning off the home he gave his first steps in, a illness that befalls his little sister, and the depression that's eating his mother alive. 
Just as it can't get any worse, Patrick with the golden-brown eyes, the infectious laugh, and the rich life finally shows interest in Cory. The thing that Cory believed would have made his once almost-perfect world completely perfect now becomes his biggest fear as he tries to keep his new life a secret.
With juggling his depression, suicidal thoughts, and self-harm; Cory just doesn't know if the boy with the infectious laugh has a place in his life anymore.

"Out in the Wind" is not just the story of a teen who is forced to grow up sooner than any kid should. It is also a real story that happens to lots of people around the world on the daily. This is a story full of tears, sadness, hope, loss, faith, and love. 

Note: This story contains affection between two male characters. If that in any way offends you, please refrain from reading.
This story may also have triggers for depression, self-harm, and suicide.All Rights Reserved

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My Unexpected Love

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