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The Not So Virgin [BXB]
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Jacob Gordon had the perfect life with his mom and sister, until his mom died of cancer and they had to go move with his father, his husband and older brother.
That's when everything he had built his entire life collapsed, when he broke the one promise he made to his mom.
To not lose his virginity.
And to make it worse he lost it to the one person he thought he wouldn't ...
Another guy.
And now Jacob must find himself, and deal with all the secrets and lies that comes with losing his virginity.
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