own me
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MatureOngoing20m
Last published Tue, Dec 11, 2018
morales.
something i though i had a firm grip on.
but around him?
they were something so foreign to me.
i found myself falling at his feet with every move he made.
he was a drug to me.
a heartless addiction no amount of rehab could help me get clean from.
i was stuck, in love with the beast that ruined my one picture perfect life.
he was the darkness that consumed me and the light i once was.
and thats how he liked it.
thats what he wanted.
and i didnt mind.
i was his.
and i loved it.
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