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Ongoing, First published Jul 15, 2017
Mature
I wanna scream these words
so loud I wanna wake up the dead
can't even bear the beautiful sounds of birds
because I want to be left alone, to lay in my bed
you don't want to be near me
I'm bad, an absolute magnitude
you'll just end up being hurt and flee
Like I never meant anything, just a brood
But it's okay
Isn't that what I always say?
A flower growing up in dark gray
I'll just stay here, every single day

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Poems To Him

75 parts Complete Mature

I once loved this boy, the feelings were intoxicating. It took over. I was being tortured by this unrequited love I felt for almost two years. This is my journey of figuring out how to live with it. "Summary": Hurt me, beat me, with the violence of words, and I will explode But maybe it hurts for a reason I want to hurt him I am me because of him Maybe I need the pain to live The only thing I know is that I'm dying Now I have to live with the consequences of the things he did(n't) do He'll hurt me no matter what he does Maybe hell and heaven are the same thing, but I choose to die his way We would be perfectly flawed and unperfectly flawless together, if only he could love me once But darling, I have a fear of falling apart This is a cry for help I'm crashing Fight for me, fight against me, fight against him But isn't it fear that keeps me alive also? I don't hurt anymore I am in so much pain I am a disaster waiting to happen I'm not afraid to die A lot of love to give, and no love gotten I love the things that kill me, and kill the things that love me It hurts to love him, but you can love someone without loving yourself, in that destructive kind of way