Sequel to "I'm Just Saying If You Really Loved Me You Would Share Him" ~ Alex looked down at his lap, allowing a tear to slip down his cheek. "He's starting to scare me," he admitted quietly, too ashamed to meet his lovers' eyes. John clucked, resting a hand on his cheek. "He's always scared me," he confessed, causing Alex's eyes to snap to him. Thomas hummed wrapping his arms around Alex. "Run away with us," he pleaded. "Just for a little while, please just run away with us." ~ Alex's biological dad is back and he wants the son he abandoned. John struggles to come out to his family. And Thomas's family just keeps being torn further and further apart. Can the three boys get through their struggles? Or will they lose each other in the crossfire?

When the quiet college student Alexander Hamilton arrives at Kings College, he automatically feels like something was gonna go completely wrong. Similar to most things in the young boy's life. Unfortunately, his suspicions were correct. He found out he had to share a dorm with none other than his enemy from high school, Thomas Jefferson. Thomas had bullied Alex countless times during their senior year of high school, (when Alex transferred,) and Alex hadn't gotten over it when he saw him again. I mean, who would be all cool with their roomie that made them cut themselves? But anyways, over time, Alex notices that Thomas isn't the basic bully that he seems, and there's a lot more to him that what he previously saw. And the more of Thomas he saw, the more he started to love him. Would Thomas return those feelings? Or would he make Alex's life a living hell for confessing his feelings? (DISCLAIMER!! I was 11 or 12 when I wrote this and had no grasp on the proper language and behavior for fanfic. I said a lot of inappropriate stuff in this book, and I have altered what I could in light of becoming older and recovering from the really awful experience that made me act out the way I did. Some parts are important to the story, so I can't erase them. But I will put trigger warnings for almost smut and self-h*rm. And maybe some stereotypes and insensitive language, as I was uneducated about lgbtq and how it can be appropriately represented by a straight woman. To anyone I've made uneasy in any way, I'm sorry. I was a real annoying and inappropriate writer. I've been a lot more friendly about my books since this, and my family and friends have helped me see how mentally messed up I was when I was writing this. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I once wrote like this and conducted myself in this manner. Please forgive me. I've learned a lot in the four years since I wrote this. Ily all, and happy reading <3)

Cover art dose not belong to me! It's whoever made it and I wanna say it looks AWESOME Alexander is really messed up. He has anxiety, depression, and is mute. By choice. He's also an orphan, and he's been bouncing around foster homes since he was about 11. In all of them, he's been abused, one way or another. He's been in about 7 different homes by now, and his current one doesn't seeeem so bad. But you never know. He's 14, and and has been jumped ahead a few years in school. He will face many struggles along the way, but he will rise up above them to take his shot. And one day, he will blow us all away. Note: There is swearing, talk of abuse and suicide, some abuse (not a lot! only a LITTLE), and some school-level fighting so basically maybe just a fist fight or two. And I think those are the only things that are going to be this XD so don't worry! Oh and some gayness. Not a lot, just kissing. Enjoy!!! (Lol there's not really any plot plot, it's just me messing around and making a fun little Hamilsquad in school story that I hope you guys like) Started: December 7, 2019

Ok, so this is my first time writing a fanfiction and, I thought I'd do Lams cuz that's really all I read on Wattpad so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Ok description time: Every summer, John Laurens and his friend go to the same beach resort for the holidays. But this year they meet someone new... Alexander Hamilton has had a hard life. From his dad leaving him on his birthday to nearly drowning in the depths of a hurricane. He got adopted by many families, being abused either mentally or physically by all of them, until the Washingtons. This Summer they take him to a beach resort where he meets a certain John Laurens...

**I AM FULLY AWARE THIS IS BAD, ITS FROM 2 YEARS AGO AND ALTHOUGH I WRITE MUCH BETTER IM NOT GONNA FIX IT** Alexander Hamilton is a homeless immigrant with very little chance of surviving. John Laurens is a rich South Carolinian with a kind heart. What happens when their worlds collide? ______ "Jesus fucking Christ" I yelped, my voice dry and sick. The moment I opened my mouth I could feel my lips burst from them constantly being dry. "Shit!" Someone yelled rushing to my aid. I rubbed my nose as tears burned the back of my eyes. "Are you okay," I opened my eyes to see the most gorgeous man to ever exist. His bright, hazel green, full of life eyes met my standard, brown, dead one's. His eyes widened, "woah," he said. #1 in Lams Started: September 5, 2019 Completed: September 5, 2020 "Why the fuck are y'all still reading this" -Me (April 8, 2021)

Note: All my future Lams fics will be on my AO3 account (same name as this one). A collection of sad stories about Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. I may write some one shots that aren't so depressing in the future, but for now it's just angst. *Cover art is by wubdoe on Tumblr

Another modern day Hamilton lams FanFiction

Y'all ready for a cheezy ass summary?! Because I'm not. ---- Basically it's a modern Hamilton/Jamilton AU (wow. much original). Thomas and Alexander are roommates and Thomas gets lung cancer and shit happens. It's an emotional roller coaster so have fun. ---- I was really tempted to write something like: *insert depressing/dramatic music* What will happen when Alexander finds out his roommate and worst enemy had *pause for dramatic effect* lung cancer. *audience gasps* I am so sorry.

Alexander Hamilton is starting at Columbia University. He joins knowing very few people but quickly becomes friends with his roommate, John Laurens. Just another fucking cliche lams story except this one has good grammar. This story will mainly be based around Alex and John, but there will be other ships involved throughout (check the tags to see some I guess idk) Unedited lol Cover art by @pumkinet