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Cover art dose not belong to me! It's whoever made it and I wanna say it looks AWESOME Alexander is really messed up. He has anxiety, depression, and is mute. By choice. He's also an orphan, and he's been bouncing around foster homes since he was about 11. In all of them, he's been abused, one way or another. He's been in about 7 different homes by now, and his current one doesn't seeeem so bad. But you never know. He's 14, and and has been jumped ahead a few years in school. He will face many struggles along the way, but he will rise up above them to take his shot. And one day, he will blow us all away. Note: There is swearing, talk of abuse and suicide, some abuse (not a lot! only a LITTLE), and some school-level fighting so basically maybe just a fist fight or two. And I think those are the only things that are going to be this XD so don't worry! Oh and some gayness. Not a lot, just kissing. Enjoy!!! (Lol there's not really any plot plot, it's just me messing around and making a fun little Hamilsquad in school story that I hope you guys like) Started: December 7, 2019

When the quiet college student Alexander Hamilton arrives at Kings College, he automatically feels like something was gonna go completely wrong. Similar to most things in the young boy's life. Unfortunately, his suspicions were correct. He found out he had to share a dorm with none other than his enemy from high school, Thomas Jefferson. Thomas had bullied Alex countless times during their senior year of high school, (when Alex transferred,) and Alex hadn't gotten over it when he saw him again. I mean, who would be all cool with their roomie that made them cut themselves? But anyways, over time, Alex notices that Thomas isn't the basic bully that he seems, and there's a lot more to him that what he previously saw. And the more of Thomas he saw, the more he started to love him. Would Thomas return those feelings? Or would he make Alex's life a living hell for confessing his feelings? (DISCLAIMER!! I was 11 or 12 when I wrote this and had no grasp on the proper language and behavior for fanfic. I said a lot of inappropriate stuff in this book, and I have altered what I could in light of becoming older and recovering from the really awful experience that made me act out the way I did. Some parts are important to the story, so I can't erase them. But I will put trigger warnings for almost smut and self-h*rm. And maybe some stereotypes and insensitive language, as I was uneducated about lgbtq and how it can be appropriately represented by a straight woman. To anyone I've made uneasy in any way, I'm sorry. I was a real annoying and inappropriate writer. I've been a lot more friendly about my books since this, and my family and friends have helped me see how mentally messed up I was when I was writing this. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I once wrote like this and conducted myself in this manner. Please forgive me. I've learned a lot in the four years since I wrote this. Ily all, and happy reading <3)

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

A modern college Lam Fanfiction! • Cover cred to THE GREATEST : @MapleFaceTheGeek • "Alex!" John grabbed my hand to stop me from walking off. I reluctantly turned around, then smiled at his goofy grin. He pulled me in close to him and looked into my eyes. "You can't just run away like that," he said, teasingly. The street lamp directly above us cast a golden glow, making John's eyes shimmer. The moon was barely visible from behind the clouds, and it was just cold enough for puffs of breath to be visible in the nights air. It was perfect. "Laurens, I like you a lot," I murmured as John pulled me in for another kiss. We stood there for a while, kissing till our lips were numb. Then we walked back home, hand in hand. •

Another modern day Hamilton lams FanFiction

Ok, so this is my first time writing a fanfiction and, I thought I'd do Lams cuz that's really all I read on Wattpad so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Ok description time: Every summer, John Laurens and his friend go to the same beach resort for the holidays. But this year they meet someone new... Alexander Hamilton has had a hard life. From his dad leaving him on his birthday to nearly drowning in the depths of a hurricane. He got adopted by many families, being abused either mentally or physically by all of them, until the Washingtons. This Summer they take him to a beach resort where he meets a certain John Laurens...

Sequel to "I'm Just Saying If You Really Loved Me You Would Share Him" ~ Alex looked down at his lap, allowing a tear to slip down his cheek. "He's starting to scare me," he admitted quietly, too ashamed to meet his lovers' eyes. John clucked, resting a hand on his cheek. "He's always scared me," he confessed, causing Alex's eyes to snap to him. Thomas hummed wrapping his arms around Alex. "Run away with us," he pleaded. "Just for a little while, please just run away with us." ~ Alex's biological dad is back and he wants the son he abandoned. John struggles to come out to his family. And Thomas's family just keeps being torn further and further apart. Can the three boys get through their struggles? Or will they lose each other in the crossfire?

John Laurens is the new student at Yorktown college. Just a college AU really this is my first fanfic so no hate please :) also if anyone knows the artist of the cover work then please comment their name so I can give credit Enjoy :)

John Laurens was dead. Yep. He was gone. Or was he? He didn't know for sure. A slight cry was heard. A woman ran into the room. It was Eliza? John was confused. Something was off. He was dead, and he was alive... as a ghost. BIG OLD NOTE: This WILL NOT be edited again since I've fallen out if the fandom. However, I LOVE reading your comments on this story. Thanks a lot for the support, everyone <3 (On that note, I do apologise for any spelling mistakes, off sentences, ect ect. I wasn't the best at writing at the time.) Ha that's a bad description XD Pretty much John is dead and he finds himself in the Hamilton house. Alexander doesn't know he's there, but Phillip does. It'll be explained I guess. I don't own Hamilton or the Ghost Laurens AU. Minor Warning: Swearing, Gay (Lams moments from Laurens remembering--), sad moments Cover drawn by me btw (Phillip is cute--) (Update, November 5, 2018: a couple of years later and this thing is ranked. Thank you guys for tolerating my horrible writing and old cringey self.)