Hidden

You know people always say that it gets easier but it hardly ever does. You just put on a brave face and believable fake smile and people will think you are happy again. No one ever says that they will be there with you through it all and truly means it. As soon as that one bad thing happens they turn and run, afraid of what will happen next. Every day it seems like something or someone leaves me when they find out my secret. They are all too afraid of me and what I might do to them if they make me angry or hurt me. But what they don't know is that I could end up being the one to save them all in the end. But why doesn't anyone at least try to get to know me and figure out that they won't get hurt around me? I understand that what I can do scares people but if they would stick around long enough to figure out what I am meant to do they wouldn't be so scared anymore. Just once I would like to have someone that I can talk to. My own family is afraid of me. They left me as soon as they found out what I could do. They know what I am meant to do but they are still afraid so maybe people will always be scared. If only I could keep it a secret. If only I could find someone else like me. If only there was someone out there that wasn't afraid. If only......if only.

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This is my first story on wattpad so criticism is allowed as long as it isn't too harsh. I hope you enjoy. :)
-E