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Feel alive - Newtmas

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Reads 3,729
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Parts 13
Time 53m

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"Why are you doing this to yourself love?"

"Because i want to feel alive"

"Let me make you feel alive"

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In which Newt wants to feel alive, doing everything in his power to do so but ends up broken at a institution for mental illness where he meets Thomas. A boy who will do everything so the blonde will feel alive.All Rights Reserved

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A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

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Live like legends {Dylmas} by MockingjayRunner

God promised the dead would come back to life,I didn't expect it would be like this... The world is broken and infested with flesh-eating zombies who show no mercy. Humanity as we know it is broken,everyone is out to save themselves. Since Dylan's parents were torn apart in front of him,he survives alone. Until he meets Thomas who offers him refuge in a large camp. Filled with individuals such as Kaya,Will and Ki Hong. The tension to survive is high and rations are low,would you kill your friends to live? It's survival of the fittest after all. Who has what it takes?

Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616

After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse

risk | newtmas by teyammybeloved

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I'd Rather Kiss You by Thedeadpianist

Newt has a snobby, rich family that never leaves him alone about his love life. It's not that he doesn't have one- oh he does. His family is just full of homophobic assholes, aside from his lovely mother, of course. The idea of being bothered by his family because of his lack of a love life drives him to lie about having a girlfriend. Who else's better to play the part than Teresa?

❝yours, tommy❞ | dylmas by mnewtmas

"I love you, Dylan. I love you more than you'll ever know." Thomas has been in love with his best friend for years now. He also secretly struggles with anxiety. When Dylan invites him over, things might let him hope for something more. Warning: -anxiety / panic attacks -depressive thoughts -sometimes curse words It's my first story ! And I'm bad at summaries. But anyway!

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Control ~ newtmas (completed) by baekhyunscrown

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One By One: A Maze Runner Crank Love FanFic by ohsofictional

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A Second Chance

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD