I'm His 4 Letter Word (A Diggy Love Story) ON HOLD

He's the love of my life and I always think about him.. when we met we had a connection but further in our relationship he went south and so did our relationship. I miss how it just used to be me and him. He let temptation come between us and he knows that my ex did me wrong and so did he but I can't complain because I was blinded by love. But I still wanna be his wife and the mother of his kids but will that happen? Or will his sideline beat me to having his first child!? All I know is I love him with all my heart but I'm not sure if he loves me anymore... but he says I'm His 4 Letter Word or is that a lie?