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*READ THE FIRST CHAPTER IF YOU WANT A FEEL FOR THE BOOK. THIS DESCRIPTION IS AWFUL*

Sayonara, Jersey. Era can't say she'll miss it, and most especially the people and the memories in it. Aloha, Connecticut. Forest life, here she comes. Hoping to eave both her father and her mental illness behind, a new place is just the thing for her. 

Between his future UCONN scholarship and happy family, Jax doesn't know what else he could need. He has everything he wants, right in Connecticut.  Even without a father, he's fine with his modest life, just him and his family. It's all he's ever known.

But, when blue eyes keep asking her questions she doesn't want to remember the answers to, Era realizes that running isn't going to help her anymore, but the color blue just might.  And with every question he asks, Jax only finds himself left with more, and a longing he never knew he had. And even though it hurts to let people in, they both might be better off for it.All Rights Reserved

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"I'm Sorry." (Katelyn x reader) by crazyfanlove

Her hand was on the doorknob. Stopping me from closing it. I look up at the girl. To see tears in her eyes. Ones that she was trying so desperately to hide. Ones that she was trying so desperately to not let spill. "Please Blue. Just let me back in," she pleaded. I look at her. Parting my lips as tears pour down my own eyes. I guess I was weak also. The only difference is that she held hers in and I let mine pour. I let mine go. "Please blue. I'm sorry." Three years ago if you asked Katelyn how she saw herself, she would've said happy. She had a good wife and a beautiful daughter. But now, she isn't too sure that she would say that. She was divorced. She has to give her child up every other week. The love of her life was slipping by her fingers. This is definitely not the way she had imagined life. Three years ago if you asked (Y/n) how she saw herself, she would say fulfilled. She married the love of her life. She had a beautiful baby girl. Everything was going great. Until her past came to fuck up her life again. Until the demons came closer and she lost it all. All over again. Just like before. Both girls are suffering on their own. And it only gets worst because they both yearn to be together. They both yearn for the good days again. The days where they were madly in love with each other. Can they rekindle their love? Maybe. They both have to go through some tough demons. To be able to show their scars openly. Not just half-hearted. But they can do it. Right? This is my own original idea that I have created. If you want to use any part of it, you'll have to contact me. This will not go part of Mystreet or any other series. I do not own any aphmau character or your character. I only own characters that I have made up. All artwork, I took off the internet. If you are the owner and want me to take them down, then please feel free to message me via Wattpad. They will come down in less than 72 hours.

Broken (Not Vry Good Rd At Own Rsk) by totis_dilectione_mea

Elizah Mason was your normal teenager she had black hair and intense blue eyes. Hung out with friends, was a little sassy and loved her family more than anything and would do anything for them. And because of that she kept a secret from her mom that ended up ripping the family apart. Her mom didn't want her anymore, so Elizah was forced to live with her Dad. Her dad however started to do drugs and get really drunk. He started abusing her. Four years later she is a senior at Westwood High School. She was still being abused by her dad, and he also started to rape her. She didn't have very many friends other than her two twin brothers. Yes, she was a triplet. They all looked very different. Jace AKA Jay has blonde hair and has blue green eyes. Jackson AKA Jack is brunette hair and grey eyes. At the beginning of senior year everything was how it had been for the past 4 years but then things changed when Elizah's brothers and her best friend found out about Elizah being abused. They made promises, and made sure to keep old ones. And then they break their promises. Elizah shuts everyone out. Along the way more things happen to Elizah. Drama, suicide attempts, lies, secrets, betrayal. How will Elizah handle everything? Is she strong enough for these things to happen all at once? Read and find out. *WARNING THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND BOOK SO ITS NOT VERY GOOD I apologize in advance, also please don't hate on it* Thanks! And enjoy! **Warning** Suicide, mature content, and other sensitive or obscene content. Read at your own risk. However, please don't harm yourself by reading this book, it's not worth it trust me.

Fate (Boyxboy) by Llamas-and-whiskers

********************SPOILER ALERT********************** DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T READ MEMORIES, IT WILL RUIN THE ENDING BIG TIME!! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Eleven years after the loss of his one true love, Jace Levett, Kai decides it's finally time to return home to Reading to get the answers and closure he needs before he can move on with his life. In order to find new happiness and new love. However, returning home turns out to be more than just a hello, goodbye. What Kai finds there could potentially break down what is left of his fragile self. What will he do when faced with new challenges, new life-changing decisions to make, and the shock of a life time? Read on to find out...

Before We Lit It Up by LinguisticsAddict

They say opposites attract. But that wasn't the case for Layla and Jaxon. BEFORE Both bear the deep scars of despair, and for that, they were unknowingly drawn to each other. After surviving a freak accident, Layla struggles to keep up with life and high school and move past the grief. Even though the cut ties, sleepless nights, and repeated blame almost makes it impossible. Until she meets Jaxon, someone who might just make life worth living again. But how can they find happiness with each other when they are both broken beyond repair? AFTER She will never see him again. After seizing a chance to escape from her past, Layla knows she's not going to make the same mistake she did three years ago. She's determined to move on from what happened, stay hidden from those in her past, and find happiness again. But like all things, that's easier said than done. And when the last person she expects collides into her life, it becomes near impossible. ººººººººººººººººº She doesn't believe in serendipity. He refuses to give up. Maybe, they can light up each other's world. And keep it from burning. **Book 1 of the Serendipity trilogy** - rated mature due to some themes on depression, addiction, and the sexually mature parts (those parts are marked) - Completed: 11/12/21 {Word Count: 113, 000 - 114, 000 } TSC22 Participant #ThoseRomanceAwards Update 12/16/23: Everything save for the first ten chapters will be unpublished as this series will be undergoing a major re-write in the coming months. For updates and information on how to read the first draft still, find me on IG under @LinguisticsAddict.

Tsehaì by authorjanA_

NOTE: This book was formerly titled IX chel. America would do anything to return back to the future, after slipping through the fabric of time, but escaping is nearly impossible when she's hunted by the tyrant Queen who sees her existence as a threat to the throne. Surviving in an unfamiliar world where she's labeled as the messiah, plus evading the Queen's ruthless bounty hunters is only half the battle. Her bastard son, the dark and formidable commander is a threat of his own. He believes they're bound by destiny and would go to any lengths to keep her in his world. DISCLAIMER: This book contains graphic scenes of violence, assault, and explicit sexual content. Reader discretion is advised. Please be aware that some materials may be disturbing or triggering.

Still We Rise by izzybee2005

She always made her life seem good to all her friends, so no one ever cared to take a deeper look into what it's liked behind closed doors. Everyday was a nightmare They always kept the themselves, that was until they noticed how the girl with ocean blue eyes was changing. They observed from a distance, and priced together what was changing her. When the four get paired together for a project, it allows them to be who they really are, and ignore the bad. But when the bad becomes worse, will she choose to let them in or will she shut them out completely? <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> DUAL POVS <><><><><><> Start date: 4/24/2023 End date:6/2/2023

Zanvis || Colors by fandom4lyf3

[COMPLETE!] *AN: I wanna say the start of this books if cringe and slow, but i've been working on this book for like 5 years of my life. so if you can push through it gets better i swear! thank you for reading! Zane and Travis look through a black and white lenses. The entire world growing up was dull. When Zane and Travis run into each other, colors shoot from left and right, until their entire view is vibrant. This story follows Zane RoMeave and Travis Valkrum through a more semi realistic/semi dramatic, darker teenage high school experience. Will they learn to deal with their mental illnesses, family issues and the sexual tension between them or completely lose everything? TIGGERS: depression, self harm, sexual activities, drug/sexual/physical abuse, language, violence, over dosing, starving, trans/homophobia (the entire book is a trigger to be honest. there are triggers at the beginning of each chapter)

rachel by RMOSHER

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Saved By A Bad Boy by counting_shades

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Love Again ✔ by fanoshkaflippo

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"I'm Sorry." (Katelyn x reader)

Her hand was on the doorknob. Stopping me from closing it. I look up at the girl. To see tears in her eyes. Ones that she was trying so desperately to hide. Ones that she was trying so desperately to not let spill. "Please Blue. Just let me back in," she pleaded. I look at her. Parting my lips as tears pour down my own eyes. I guess I was weak also. The only difference is that she held hers in and I let mine pour. I let mine go. "Please blue. I'm sorry." Three years ago if you asked Katelyn how she saw herself, she would've said happy. She had a good wife and a beautiful daughter. But now, she isn't too sure that she would say that. She was divorced. She has to give her child up every other week. The love of her life was slipping by her fingers. This is definitely not the way she had imagined life. Three years ago if you asked (Y/n) how she saw herself, she would say fulfilled. She married the love of her life. She had a beautiful baby girl. Everything was going great. Until her past came to fuck up her life again. Until the demons came closer and she lost it all. All over again. Just like before. Both girls are suffering on their own. And it only gets worst because they both yearn to be together. They both yearn for the good days again. The days where they were madly in love with each other. Can they rekindle their love? Maybe. They both have to go through some tough demons. To be able to show their scars openly. Not just half-hearted. But they can do it. Right? This is my own original idea that I have created. If you want to use any part of it, you'll have to contact me. This will not go part of Mystreet or any other series. I do not own any aphmau character or your character. I only own characters that I have made up. All artwork, I took off the internet. If you are the owner and want me to take them down, then please feel free to message me via Wattpad. They will come down in less than 72 hours.