I started this book with the intention to document my life in a series of poems and journal entries in hopes of giving my experiences some kind of new meaning. Either to myself or to whoever would read, but as time went on I found myself with less and less motivation to keep it going. Such is life. So now I'm changing it up. I'm turning this to a more blog writing style with each chapter being about a different part/topic of my life. Some of it might be funny, some might make you boil with rage like I had, but all of it will be a piece of my history and I hope you all enjoy. I'm keeping up the original chapters as well as sort of a remembrance to what feels like a past life.