Things Change
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Dan's life always seemed to stay the same. As if it was on loop. Nothing interesting happened. Nothing made him happy. Everything was lifeless to Dan.
However, one dark haired boy was going to change everything.
-TRIGGER WARNING-
Abuse
Depression
Anxiety
Self harm
Eating Disorders
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