Existential Indifference (Joshler)
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  • Reads 154,309
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  • Parts 43
  • Time 10h 23m
milkcartonangel
Ongoing, First published Jul 17, 2017
Mature
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Death is supposed to be easier to accept when it's gradual. The longer you watch someone wither away, the easier it is to accept that they're dying. Maybe that's why Josh doesn't care about the consequences anymore as he sticks the needle into his vein and watches himself gradually disappear.

***Trigger warnings for illegal drug use.***
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