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Existential Indifference (Joshler)

milkcartonangel

Reads 155,011
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Parts 43
Time 10h 23m

Reads 155,011
Votes 11,279
Parts 43
Time 10h 23m

milkcartonangel

Mature

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Death is supposed to be easier to accept when it's gradual. The longer you watch someone wither away, the easier it is to accept that they're dying. Maybe that's why Josh doesn't care about the consequences anymore as he sticks the needle into his vein and watches himself gradually disappear.

***Trigger warnings for illegal drug use.***All Rights Reserved

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