Am I?
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Last published Thu, Jul 20, 2017
"You're nothing!" I shouted at the person starring me, which was myself looking into the mirror.
I heard my voice echo through out the empty house. I was locked up in my bathroom, not wanting to come out.
"No one cares about you!" I screamed at myself, a single tear running down my face.
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Erika Freeman always felt like she was nothing, a waste of space, worthless trash. She was called stupid, trash, fat, worthless, ugly, and a lot more. She has absolutely no friends, she sits alone at lunch, doesn't talk to anyone, and looks down when people call her names.
She's done everything to escape the world, no I'm talking about suicidal things, I'm talking about ignoring the entire world itself and it's terrible sights.
She always had an occurring thought, "Am I.....?", but she never finished the thought, there was too many things to end that sentence.
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